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FAN MAIL

Subject: PICK ME PICK ME PICK ME

From: Leah Torks

HEY MONICA!
OMG - im going to be amazingly lucky if you choose my question to answer!
so, i know your answering fan mail questions this week and your going to want to answer the most interesting question..
well, i think mine is the one:

Are you going to turn out just like the other celebrities - posting nude pics and follow in events such as?
What is your opinion on these postings that have already happend?

IM A BIG FAN, LOVE YOU!
... and im hoping your answer is the answer i was looking for

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WOW, Leah .. your question is definately one that has to be answered. This fan mail outstandingly stood out from the other questions, and thank god it did.
Theres actually A LOT i can say about actions such as nude pics and events that follow. ITS DISGUSTING!!! I vividly remember the first one I saw, I think it was Vanessa Hudgens? I'm not sure, but it was about 2 weeks after I finished writing the lyrics to my hit single. I remember saying to myself, how WRONG that is! Its just disrespectful to not only yourself but EVERYONE. I had passion for her before that event, but now - i see her as a whole different person. By doing what she did, she didn't only lose her dignity and respect, but she lost her FANS AND LOVED ONES. I honestly, would HATE to lose you guys! I was also a fan of hers, but no longer am.. cant see my self supporting someone with that kind of mind. She didn't only lose you guys, imagine what her PARENTS thought. I know if I were to do that, I would be put into a adopting home a few seconds later! I wouldn't even live if i knew what my loved ones thought of me as. I think that those kind of actions should NOT be thought about. To have the guts to do that, is just wrong. Its not something to be proud about, or something to keep others satisfied. Even after this event, and the downer from it, other celebrities didn't learn! Next was, Miley Cyrus then Rihanna and Cassie. These amazing artists with so much talent. WHAT ARE THEY DOING? They have EVERYTHING they could ever want! Why did they need this? You'd think they'd have the same opinion as me, but unfortunately they learned the hard way. These girls with such amazing lifestyles, and now with such shame against them. I don't get how taking nude pictures is so ... appealing? Is there really a need to TAKE PICTURES!? You know its going to get out - in the celebrity world NOTHING can be kept a dirty little secret. One way or another there going to get you. If you know your going to get caught, why do it? These celebrities being as big as they are should've known the difference between paparazzi and HACKERS. Hackers who got into there computers, found the pictures and ruined their lives! But even pressing the button to take the picture already called them on. I actually couldn't believe that something like this happened! Yes, celebrities are NOT perfect - but it doesn't have to be shown in THIS way! All these pictures, from every single girl was for their boyfriends - lucky them? Not so lucky girls, worryingly enough i don't think even after these 4 girls that these postings are going to stop. Celebrities cant seem to get their boyfriends on lock down - are the boys not satisfied enough? Thier girlfriends ARE already big stars, but they want more? For a guy to want this from their girlfriend, or even expect this from their girlfriend is just not worthy. He's clearly not good enough for you, if who you are FULLY DRESSED isn't enough for him. Nude pictures are just unnecessary. For me to do this, I would give up my celebrity status, lose respect and dignity for myself. Actually, i think i would go suicidal. Leah, i would NEVER do it! EVER, EVER, EVER .. i promise! To all my fans, supporters and loved ones - I give you my word in promising never to let you down like this! Actions such as never even cross my mind! Though, i don't have a boyfriend - i promise you that I'll find one that appreciates me FULLY dressed :) I hope this is the answer you wanted Leah! Thanks for having a question that was meant to be answered.

LOVE YOU ALL ♥

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the most important part of my blog today is:
THANK YOU GUYS TIMES INFINITY
I LOVE ALL YOU FANS AND SUPPORTERS WHO’VE HELPED ME REACH THIS HIGH
I COULDN’T HAVE DONE IT WITHOUT YOU GUYS AND I WOULDN’T HAVE DONE IT WITHOUT YOU GUYS

There’s not a limit on how much I love all you fans and supporters whose put my song on the top charts. This is an amazing experience to wake up too, though others are also reaching for the top - you’ve chosen to support me. This feeling is amazing and it would’ve never happened if it wasn’t for my amazing fans, and those who supported me. Once again, I would be nothing without you guys, and I can’t thank you enough.


Just a year ago I was at rock bottom, thanks to you guys now, my heart jumps when I hear my voice on the radio. This new life is such a change and I’m such a noob! HAHA. To tell you guy’s the “famous life” truth – you may think from the looks of it that it’s all easy as long as you have it made in some kind of way – for example my song and the most amazing fans like you ;) Well honestly, it’s a hassle; it’s much more complicated then you think. Starting off so new in this lifestyle means studio recordings, guest starring on radio and talk shows, interviews and the cherry on top PAPARAZZI.

Paparazzi, paparazzi, paparazzi, I really wish that word had no definition; or even existed. With their cameras flashing at every angle paparazzi’s are like a bunch of bees swarming around for the honey. There far beyond handling, there uncontrollable. THERE CRAZY – I don’t know if I’ve entered the celebrity world or a death wish. There a disease with no cure, can’t get rid of them what so ever! There’s not a corner I turn where someone isn’t positioned with the camera waiting for my arrival. Though it does amaze me that they know where I’ll be, when sometimes I don’t even know =/ But, it’s gotten to the point where when I attempt to exit my front door I run into big, I mean BIG men called “bodyguards”. They’ve gotten so close enough where I can’t leave my house, or even re-locate! They’re everywhere, everyday and everything is about me, they want the answers, gossip even my next destination. Not used to seeing my face so much, makes me think differently of this life when I see myself on the internet, newspapers and magazines. Everything I do, my every move has to be thought out before proceeding – because all there thriving for is one flaw. No I’m not even close to being perfect but a common mistake is twice over exaggerated when it’s just a picture without my side of the story. You’d think that all this publicity is a blessing but it’s a curse. I’m put in a position of a deer, always to be aware before I get myself killed by a bigger animal, in my case bigger media. It just keeps on getting deeper.

It Used to be just a couple of innocent photo shoots and a couple of signings; shared moments with the friends; they loved the press, being pampered themselves. Losing touch now because they’re afraid to go out and be trampled by flashing cameras and video recordings. We can’t even walk down a street with no one following us or an unexpected group of camera men. They don’t stop, it’s like were being watched for doing some kind of crime.